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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Thankful for His plans for her...

Jay's decided that she is bored tonight so we're up finding things to do at 1:00 am.  I've truly enjoyed listening to her breathe really good tonight almost non stop.  Years ago I would have been complaining about getting up in the middle of the night but at this current moment of my life I "choose" to enjoy and embrace this quiet moment with this sweet precious child.  It's really not that bad after all.  Sometimes we dread things instead of choosing to enjoy them.  It's all a choice.  Tonight I think of all kind of things such as what college will Jay decide to go to and what will be the price of college by then.  How sad I'll be to see her move away from home and venture off into new territory.  I often find myself wondering of the plans God has for her.  I know He has an abundant life planned for her and I'm very thankful that He's using her.  It is my prayer to accept those plans.  I know that sometimes God's plans for us don't come in the packages that we would like for them to but I pray that He does help me to accept His plans for her. Grateful for God's plans, presence and power in our lives.  He's an all wise God.  Where would I be, He only knows.  Thank you Lord.  God is good.

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