Thankfully Jay's had a pretty good day. I just got off the phone with Hospice. They're making their visits at the day school every Tuesday and Thursday and they won't call me unless there's something wrong so I never look forward to their calls. I decided to check in with them since I don't get to see them like I use to. They told me that Jay's doing really good and they all seem to think she's having less apnea. I'm praising God with open arms. She said her heart rate is good, her respiratory is good, her color is good and her weight is good although not much it's still good. She tends to be very alert when they visit and they enjoy loving on her. Thanking God for His handprints. Thanking God for her spirit. Trusting God that every day He's gently touching her, swaddling her, rocking her, blowing breath through her, loving her, healing her. I pray that He moves me out of His way. I don't want to be a hindrance to her. We are so not worthy. He is definitely MOST worthy. I wish I could be as good to Him as He is to us. Bowing before the King, thankful that only goodness flows from Him for I look to the hills which cometh my help. Strengthen me Oh Lord and cover my mind. I'm binding and rejecting the fiery darts that Satan has coming towards my family. He can battle if he wants to but MY God has all power. We are BATHED in the blood of Jesus. Lord I continue to give you ALL of the Glory. God is good!
1 John 5:14-15
This is the confidence we have in approaching God; that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us -whatever we ask- we know that we have what we asked of Him.
