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http://jaylankhristian-ourblessing.blogspot.com/2011/07/our-backstory-of-jaylan-khristian.html







Sunday, September 25, 2011

I choose to dance...

Jay's still doing quite well Praise God.  She wants to be held all of the time.  She likes the extra security.  She's starting to aspirate more than we want her too when she gets herself worked up.  We're still waiting on the simply thick (thickener) for her milk.  That will help a great deal.  She'll start her RSV shots on October 10th for a little extra protection during RSV season.  She'll have to get a shot once a month for six months.  Still wishing I could bear her cross for her every time she cries.  I just don't want to see her unhappy.  I come boldly before the throne asking God to help her aspirate less and trusting Him to continue to breathe for her.  No matter what storms may continue to come my way I choose to trust God and dance in the storms.  I'm so thankful of these opportunities to dance because as I dance I find myself free.  As I dance, I find grace in the midst of.  As I dance, I find my mind stayed on Him, therefore as I dance, I find the perfect peace that allows me to continue to dance.  Free, with grace, and full of peace.  So I choose to dance.  Thank you Lord for the strength to dance.  God is good.