When the time is right...

God has certainly been busy revealing Himself to me this week and I'm thankful for that.  Sometimes when we're going through we have so many questions and we want to know why we have to go through the things set before us.  God is an all wise God, His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and His ways are higher than our ways.  God doesn't always allow us to see the big picture ahead of time because we probably would fail to trust Him.  I'm learning that sometimes He just wants to know if we truly trust Him.  We probably couldn't handle the big picture and we probably wouldn't receive the message the way God intended us to receive it.  Sometimes God just need us to ride and let Him do the driving.  Obviously He doesn't need any help.  I'm so glad that He's slowly revealing Himself to me during this season of hurdles.  If I would have known ahead of time the road that was before me, I don't think I would have enjoyed the time that I had with Jay and I wouldn't have made the most of it.  I also don't think I would have learned all that I've learned.  He's revealed a lot to me about Jay's purpose and I'm sure He will continue to for years to come.  When we began finding things out back in March I could feel His voice in my soul telling me "When the time is right, I will reveal myself."  Until then His plan just had to unfold.  But I trusted Him then, I trust Him now, and I will continue to trust Him as He moves me into my future.  After all He does know best.  Thank you Lord for your perfect timing.  Thank you Lord for your perfect plan.  Thank you Lord for constantly revealing yourself to me and reminding me that You Are God!  God is good.