Strengthen us Lord, Comfort her please...

My baby, this is the hardest thing ever to sit here as they poke and push and stick Jay.  BREAKING MY HEART!  She has one tube in her mouth to keep her stomach drained and empty.  They are going to put another tube in that goes to her intestines to feed her, so she'll have 2 tubes in not to mention the oxygen tube in her nose which really isn't that bad.  They think her blood draw from yesterday got contaminated because it came back with bacteria in it.  She doesn't clinically show any signs of infection since she has no fever or vomiting so they decided to do a second blood draw and retest.  Tomorrow we will get an ECHO done of her heart.  We've also spoken with ENT about her floppy airways and she may be a candidate for surgery to help fix that.  OH YEAH she's lost half a pound so we're back down to 5.7.  Rough day for baby Jay but I choose to believe that better days are ahead.  I know God won't give us more than we can bear, not even her.  Touch Lord.  No one can touch like you.  Comfort Lord, no one can comfort like you.   Lord you said you are our rock, our fortress our deliverer.  Make your strength perfect in all of our weaknesses because we are weak.  Here goes my heart shattering again, where are the pieces, where are the pieces???  This evening she shed a tear when they stuck the other tube in.  She doesn't typically do that.  She's got to be in some mad discomfort. Catch her tears Lord I know you didn't say it would be easy. Thank you for allowing us to trust and lean on you. Thank you Lord for reminding me that you got this. God is good.