He is my potter...

Today's been a pretty good day although Baby Jay had quite a bit of apnea.  Charlie seems to think it's because one of her shots gave her diarrhea yesterday so she was very fussy which probably wore her little body out.  We gave her some oxygen and she was up like lightening she just needed a little support.  Speaking of Charlie today was our last day with her.  Hospice has reassigned her to another area.  She's been so much support for me over these last six weeks.  She's been such a great part of our lives it just makes me sad to lose her.  I told Michael that I thought I was going to cry today when she walked out the door for the last time.  She was definitely a blessing for us and just what we needed exactly when we need it and we are thankful to God for that.  Today was my last scheduled day at home away from work because on Monday I will be back into full swing.  I'll cherish this time that I've had with my family forever.  I pray that God takes care of my angel baby.  I'm embracing the depths of our lives, we have them by the grace of God.  I will continue to speak great things for Baby Jay into the atmosphere.  We are the clay, He is the potter.  We are the works of His hand.  Thanking God for being Omniscient.  He knows my heart, He knows my thoughts, He knows my feelings.  He is all knowing and all powerful and that's alright with me.  God is good.