Hurdle #29
Last night was my first night sleeping without Jay and today was my first day without loving and kissing on her. It still seems like a dream. My heart is aching. I miss her smell. I miss patting her bottom. I just miss her so much. As I write this blog entry I realize just how weak I am so unfortunately it will be a very short entry because right now I just can't bear it. Her Celebration of Life service will be Tuesday at 12:00 noon at my church Mt. Gale in Lake Conway. I know it was all in the plans and God is still showing Himself in a mighty way Praise God. Praying for strength and peace specifically right now. Make my heart whole Lord, make it whole. God is good.
